End of the Year Blah's...

Here it is just days after Thanksgiving 2011, and I am feeling bogged down and unmotivated to do all those things I must do. I am feeling defeated in many ways and disconnected. Somehow I feel as though I do not have what it takes to do all that is required of me. For example, right now I should be reading several chapters in several textbooks for class on Tuesday. I should be working on (and completing) my literature review. I should be cleaning, doing laundry, and organizing my home. I should be exercising. I should be in better communication with friends and family. I should be caught up on my Bible reading. I should not fret over all these things. I do not want to be distracted by so many externals that scream for my attention. I don't want to fall prey to procrastination any more than I already have. I wish that I had answers to all the medical mysteries that have been problematic for me for months. I need to focus on all that I have to be thankful for; for the countless ways that God has been my Defender, Provider, and Advocate.

--Just thought I'd share my two cents...